Dont ever saying Give up

(12.11.2010)

Hard for me to admit that im gave up and fucked with love, cause i didint know whats will comes right?

im enough with bitter life.People around me, stop pretending. i been tired of this shit,I just could say,someday i will find with guy indeed love me and love me eventhough he know my weekenss.I would like to said, im kinda miss someone right now,i dont think somone can replaced him. Now im down and my action look like im gave up.I though we can stay untill end of time, but it just a fantacy.I get dumped and my heart was broken.It's time for me to put away from childish and wake up to new realities.I know its hurt and hard.We try it as we can.I was dissapointed to learn old crush.Its poor cause i been loving this guy about 4month, ebenthough its just knew,but i ony can styed with him in the short time.But love has ruined that.

Ilove him,miss him, we have flirted together and we have some date. Its just one of my memory.Those 4month were the best in my life.

But all of sudden our relation becames sllow.i feel got something wrong,and i tried to found it..But i try to solve. I patient with his attitude, I try to changes cause he asked me to chnges to be soft girl.

I do all that, just one i want from him,Please respect me as his Gf,and do  loved me and stop flirting with others,i think he got enough!But im wrong.He just pretending on me.

One of the Time when im checking his wall, i saw hie was flirting with other Girl. And i make a desicion to dumped him and forget him.But i still love him whatever he done. How could we forget with that way right?

cause we been loved almost 4month even its just a short time,This is what im giving up to love and fucked with loveHMM:( sigh*